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Shadowkiller - 2005-05-11 11:40:31: |
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Hrm, got news Im going back to Alabama for 2 weeks here soon, that will be fun. In other news, a few weeks back, one of my female friends whom I had a spat with a lot further back decided to start talking to me again after breaking up with her boyfriend. Now me and this other guy have been the only two guys her mom has every liked(yes, Ive dated her, several times in fact). She decided to open with a joke about how everybody, including her mom, liked this guy better then me. I felt this was a very bad way to open up the first conversation wed had in 6 months or so and so I kinda flipped. The truth of the matter is that I have feelings for this girl. Well ever since, her computer has been online all day every day and every time I see it, I think of her and how we are only technically still friends(we never really stopped being friends, we just stopped doing all the things friends do). Well like two days ago I finally decided to appologize for my behavior since she was trying to start up a conversation once again. Only thing is she never responded, and still hasnt. Ive never been a very good appologizer and I wonder if she might still be a bit miffed at me or even mad at my crappy appology. I dont really know what to do, just let her work it out on her own, or keep trying to get her just to talk to me. I dont know how she currently feels about me, if she still thinks of us as friends or if she secretly despises me(I dont know so it would be a secret to me). In the past, I always knew that when I had an apartment, shed come over and visit and now that I have one, the idea that she may never has kinda got me all tied up inside. Oh well, I guess the only thing I can do is wait and hope, and thus, I am off. Good day folks. |
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